I am so irritated right now! I have 5 B’s & 1 A-. But 4 of the classes should be A’s, but my stupid lazy ass teachers don’t wanna input my work >:O. I want above a 4.0 but noooo, stupid ass teachers! Ugh. But on a happier note, I’m done w/ finals & I did good(: PUHAHAHA.
Ugh, I hate tossing & turning in bed.
I’m a trip? Ok. Well lemme walk somewhere so I don’t trip over you.
Okay, if you called someone and are on the phone with them, TALK TO THEM. Don’t blast your ratchet ass music and ignore them. Or, don’t text them. Wtf. You called them for a reason, not to freaking hear them breathe or whatever! Ugh, so annoying.
I want someone that I can turn to, when you need them. Someone that I can be comfortable around. Someone that knows me really well. Someone who I look forward talking to them, throughout the day. Someone who won’t judge me, but will try to understand me and be there for me. Someone who is supportive at whatever I do. Someone who I can just be stupid with, and not care. That person who I can talk to about anything and EVERYTHING.
If you think I’m bullshitting with you, then why are you talking to me? I already told you straight up that I’m not. But if you still think I am, then don’t bother talking to me. I’m not gonna sit here and prove to you anything. It’s either you believe me or you don’t. YOU decide.
Slowly giving up.. I’m starting to care less.
I just told you not to make me mad, & what do you end up doing? PISSING ME THE FUCK OFF. You sir, are DEAD.
I just want to feel that need again, you know? The feeling where you would want to talk to me as much as I wanted to talk to you. Or how we would talk for hours about anything&everything. How we would talk to each other most of the day, via text or calls. How you would get excited when we would hangout. How we use to not fight at all. How we would just get along so easily. I just want to feel as if you want this.
You know how there’s that one song, you replay over and over again, and pretty soon you get tired of hear it? Well, I’m tired of hearing the same excuses over and over again. You say the same shit everyday. If you’re gonna make up excuses, at least come up with some new ones so I can believe you.
It may seem like I’m always happy, but sometimes I just have my moments where I hate how I’m handling situations or I hate how I’m in a situation. Sometimes I don’t know what to do, so I do stupid shit without thinking. And I hate how when I do stupid shit, what the outcome is. I know I should think before I do act but when I do that, I second guess myself. & I hate when I second guess myself because then I tend to over think and over thinking kills me!
(Source: kukitslam)
